I have another meet up with a great person. He is a mentor of me and because of his decisions that made me have the opportunity as I am today. In our chat, he mentioned about his dream and his position right now made him has the responsibility to stay and continue doing what he is doing. So, 50:50. We think we are great at high position with high benefits but perhaps we dont really pursue what we wany to in our life. Because of the responsibility. In my love letter to my bosses I indicated the things happened because of my unconscious mind. I dont want to be at that position because it will bound me with the responsibility and its not my dream to be in that way.