I was in Bali second day, when I woke up, I couldn’t sat or stood. My left body, from hip to toe are all in pain. I barely walk. I felt like my bones were torn apart. And it lasted in that pain until I baxk to Jakarta. Despite of the great pain ever happend in my life, I committed to have the workshop with my partner and the next day, I still committed to share with audience about retail intelligence. But that’s all.

I cancelled all meetings that need me to attend or need me to travel. I started made appointment with neuro doctor on last Thursday. I was asked to do mri scan, and apprantely I was diagnosed with slipped disc (herniated disc). I was advised not to have high mobility at the moment, need to do physiotherapy every day and take several medicines including pain killer.

It has been 5 days and I still work from home. The pain is reduced but not disappear and the issue is not solved. I still can not travel long as in every 10 minutes, I would like to stand. It will be very pain if I sit too long in the car. So, I work from home.

In this “break time”, I think about Arianna’s Thrive. I also finished “High performance mind” online learning with O’Neil.

In between my busy work at home, slip into my mind, what is happiness? Why am I doing what I am doing every day? Is there any alternative of different lifestyle?

I got the good news about promotion and benefit, but my healthy now is in risk.

At last, it’s 50:50.